I care too much. I really do. I invest so much time and affection and attention and love into all of the people I meet that I kind of forget to keep some for myself. I need to remember that not everyone has the same heart as I do… that sometimes even though I value someone…… Continue reading What’s your greatest weakness?
At this point I’m feeling a bit more bummed than I’m used to (or maybe I’m numb?). I haven’t done this in a while, but I’m trying to push away everyone, even if they don’t realize I’m doing it. I’m keeping people at certain distances and I’m being mean to people who don’t deserve it…… Continue reading Tempting fate.
I admit to leaning on you a little more than I should, but please don’t be tired of me. Please don’t walk away. Please don’t hurt me too. You have been such a wonderful friend to me, I… Maybe you should go. Save yourself. There really isn’t much going on for me; you’d be much…… Continue reading Please don’t leave me too.
In theory, I know that I should be happy being by myself. I should be able to stand on my own two feet and not have to depend on anyone for emotional support or anything. I should be able to do things for myself. I should be able to find my own motivation to keep going.…… Continue reading Me time.
I don’t know how to react. I don’t know what to say. I feel like I’m just going through the motions of my life, but I’m not really living? I’m not sad about getting dumped. I’m not sad about being ignored. I’m not sad about anything right now. I just feel empty.
I want to kiss you again. Just one last time. I want to run my fingers through your wax infested hair. I want to feel your hands tangled in my hair and on the back of my neck as you pull me closer to your body. I want to taste the sweetness on your tongue from drink…… Continue reading Just one last time.
I could ask you a million questions. What did I do wrong? Why don’t you want me anymore? Can’t you at least tell me why you won’t give me the time of day? But I won’t get an answer from you. And that really hurts. I can still feel your lips pressed against mine, your fingers tangled…… Continue reading I will survive.