I am a little bit disappointed we didn’t get to spend the whole day talking again. But I don’t want to share that disappointment because you told me not to expect much from you. I feel like I’m getting all these mixed signals, and I don’t want to talk to you about it because it’ll…… Continue reading A post about a friend.
How do I even begin to explain the sadness that I’m feeling? There’s a pain and an ache in my chest. Like someone whacked me in the stomach and stole the wind from my lungs. I feel like my shoulders are carrying two tons worth of weights. My eyes are droopy. I can’t seem to…… Continue reading Feels like my heart is going to burst.
If I had known that you would leave me this broken, If I had known you’d only break my heart I would never have met you Never have trusted you Never have given you every piece of me. *a work in progress chorus for a song I’m writing. I trusted you. You gave me absolutely…… Continue reading Hurt.
I know I probably shouldn’t want to just skip to the ending, but… I want to fall in love. I want to go on cute dates. I want to stay up on the phone talking for hours. I want to cuddle when I’m feeling sad. I want to attempt to cook meals but end up…… Continue reading Oh dear
I can’t be in love with you. But am I? I enjoy your company, and I look forward to the next time we get to talk. You make me laugh and smile, and you understand me like no one else does. You listen to my problems and though you don’t offer me any good advice,…… Continue reading Unsteady.
I honestly have no idea why I expected you to stay. You were way too out of my league. I’m much too batshit crazy to ever be of good company to anyone. But… I still hoped, you know? If you weren’t interested in me, you should have just been upfront instead of saying that you…… Continue reading Buena suerte.
I was really rooting for you. Not because I wanted to somehow have a romantic relationship with you, but because you genuinely seem like a nice guy. But right now you’re just proving to me that… no matter how hard I try, I’ll never be enough for anyone. Maybe I just placed you on a…… Continue reading Sometimes the world is a valley of heartaches and tears.