I honestly have no idea why I expected you to stay. You were way too out of my league. I’m much too batshit crazy to ever be of good company to anyone. But… I still hoped, you know? If you weren’t interested in me, you should have just been upfront instead of saying that you…… Continue reading Buena suerte.
I was really rooting for you. Not because I wanted to somehow have a romantic relationship with you, but because you genuinely seem like a nice guy. But right now you’re just proving to me that… no matter how hard I try, I’ll never be enough for anyone. Maybe I just placed you on a…… Continue reading Sometimes the world is a valley of heartaches and tears.
What’s that saying? About eavesdroppers? That they tend to hear what they don’t like. Same goes for… checking, I guess. And man am I fucking depressed. So I’ve been talking to this guy since mid May and he really… I thought he seemed really nice, you know? Totally different dynamic from my ex; this guy…… Continue reading Always second best.
Although I don’t think you and I will end up dating or in a relationship, I would like to stay friends with you. I enjoy your presence in my life — I like having someone to say “good morning” and “sweet dreams” to on a daily basis. I like having someone greet me back. I…… Continue reading About a boy.
For once in my life, I just want to matter to someone. Genuinely and truly matter. I want to be the first person you think about when you wake up. I want you to look forward to my texts… and to actually respond on a timely manner. I want you to randomly pick me up…… Continue reading Just once.
I want to fall in love. I want to go on cute dates. I want to sneak out in the middle of the night to watch the sunrise. I want to watch scary movies and pretend to be scared so we can cuddle. I want someone to wrap their arms around me so tight I…… Continue reading Somebody to love.
I care too much. I really do. I invest so much time and affection and attention and love into all of the people I meet that I kind of forget to keep some for myself. I need to remember that not everyone has the same heart as I do… that sometimes even though I value someone…… Continue reading What’s your greatest weakness?