I was really rooting for you. Not because I wanted to somehow have a romantic relationship with you, but because you genuinely seem like a nice guy. But right now you’re just proving to me that… no matter how hard I try, I’ll never be enough for anyone. Maybe I just placed you on a…… Continue reading Sometimes the world is a valley of heartaches and tears.
What’s that saying? About eavesdroppers? That they tend to hear what they don’t like. Same goes for… checking, I guess. And man am I fucking depressed. So I’ve been talking to this guy since mid May and he really… I thought he seemed really nice, you know? Totally different dynamic from my ex; this guy…… Continue reading Always second best.
Although I don’t think you and I will end up dating or in a relationship, I would like to stay friends with you. I enjoy your presence in my life — I like having someone to say “good morning” and “sweet dreams” to on a daily basis. I like having someone greet me back. I…… Continue reading About a boy.
For once in my life, I just want to matter to someone. Genuinely and truly matter. I want to be the first person you think about when you wake up. I want you to look forward to my texts… and to actually respond on a timely manner. I want you to randomly pick me up…… Continue reading Just once.
I want to fall in love. I want to go on cute dates. I want to sneak out in the middle of the night to watch the sunrise. I want to watch scary movies and pretend to be scared so we can cuddle. I want someone to wrap their arms around me so tight I…… Continue reading Somebody to love.
I care too much. I really do. I invest so much time and affection and attention and love into all of the people I meet that I kind of forget to keep some for myself. I need to remember that not everyone has the same heart as I do… that sometimes even though I value someone…… Continue reading What’s your greatest weakness?
At this point I’m feeling a bit more bummed than I’m used to (or maybe I’m numb?). I haven’t done this in a while, but I’m trying to push away everyone, even if they don’t realize I’m doing it. I’m keeping people at certain distances and I’m being mean to people who don’t deserve it…… Continue reading Tempting fate.