Although I don’t think you and I will end up dating or in a relationship, I would like to stay friends with you. I enjoy your presence in my life — I like having someone to say “good morning” and “sweet dreams” to on a daily basis. I like having someone greet me back. I…… Continue reading About a boy.
For once in my life, I just want to matter to someone. Genuinely and truly matter. I want to be the first person you think about when you wake up. I want you to look forward to my texts… and to actually respond on a timely manner. I want you to randomly pick me up…… Continue reading Just once.
I want to fall in love. I want to go on cute dates. I want to sneak out in the middle of the night to watch the sunrise. I want to watch scary movies and pretend to be scared so we can cuddle. I want someone to wrap their arms around me so tight I…… Continue reading Somebody to love.
In theory, I know that I should be happy being by myself. I should be able to stand on my own two feet and not have to depend on anyone for emotional support or anything. I should be able to do things for myself. I should be able to find my own motivation to keep going.…… Continue reading Me time.
I want to kiss you again. Just one last time. I want to run my fingers through your wax infested hair. I want to feel your hands tangled in my hair and on the back of my neck as you pull me closer to your body. I want to taste the sweetness on your tongue from drink…… Continue reading Just one last time.
I could ask you a million questions. What did I do wrong? Why don’t you want me anymore? Can’t you at least tell me why you won’t give me the time of day? But I won’t get an answer from you. And that really hurts. I can still feel your lips pressed against mine, your fingers tangled…… Continue reading I will survive.
I am literally so pathetic. I am hung up on a guy that clearly doesn’t want me nor does he want anything to do with me. I understand that I’m nothing to him, and he shouldn’t mean so much to me… but he’s really important to me. He has somehow managed to wiggle his way…… Continue reading This is pathetic.