You broke my heart. But for some reason, I just can’t bring myself to be angry with you. I can’t bring myself to hate you. We’ve been through so much this past year, and I’ve shared so much with you. Honestly, I trust you more than any other person I know. You meant so much…… Continue reading The one that got away.
“It’s better to have loved and to have lost than to never have loved at all.” You hurt me. You hurt me so much more than anyone else ever could. Because I trusted you. I confided in you. I believed in you. HOW COULD YOU HURT ME THIS WAY? HOW COULD YOU POSSIBLY THINK THAT…… Continue reading Things I want to tell you but can’t.
I am a little bit disappointed we didn’t get to spend the whole day talking again. But I don’t want to share that disappointment because you told me not to expect much from you. I feel like I’m getting all these mixed signals, and I don’t want to talk to you about it because it’ll…… Continue reading A post about a friend.
How do I even begin to explain the sadness that I’m feeling? There’s a pain and an ache in my chest. Like someone whacked me in the stomach and stole the wind from my lungs. I feel like my shoulders are carrying two tons worth of weights. My eyes are droopy. I can’t seem to…… Continue reading Feels like my heart is going to burst.
I was really rooting for you. Not because I wanted to somehow have a romantic relationship with you, but because you genuinely seem like a nice guy. But right now you’re just proving to me that… no matter how hard I try, I’ll never be enough for anyone. Maybe I just placed you on a…… Continue reading Sometimes the world is a valley of heartaches and tears.
What’s that saying? About eavesdroppers? That they tend to hear what they don’t like. Same goes for… checking, I guess. And man am I fucking depressed. So I’ve been talking to this guy since mid May and he really… I thought he seemed really nice, you know? Totally different dynamic from my ex; this guy…… Continue reading Always second best.
Although I don’t think you and I will end up dating or in a relationship, I would like to stay friends with you. I enjoy your presence in my life — I like having someone to say “good morning” and “sweet dreams” to on a daily basis. I like having someone greet me back. I…… Continue reading About a boy.