Love Life · Thoughts

I want a love that will last

I see other couples and then I think about us, and I die a little inside because I know that we’ll never have that – any of that. You won’t try to woo me or ask me out on dates. We won’t dance for fun or sing at the top of our lungs in the car. You won’t hold my hand in public, and we won’t meet each others’ family. You won’t hold me if I’m crying, and you won’t buy me chocolates or tampons when I’m on my period. We won’t take care of each other when one of us is sick, and you won’t text me to check in on how I’m doing. We won’t spend hours on the phone talking, and we won’t fall asleep listening to each others’ voices.

We won’t have any of the things that I want. Hell, I want you and I don’t really have you. What to do, what to do.

Advertisements

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s