It has been a while since I’ve updated this blog. In all honesty, I’m not even really sure I want to keep it… but I do appreciate that I have some sort of outlet where I can just write what I’m thinking and feeling with no one there to really judge me. If that makes…… Continue reading Oh, what a night.
Because the next time you see me, you’ll fall to your knees.
Every single time I speak something into existence, it ends. And unfortunately, you are no exception. I don’t trust you. I barely know you. I think that whatever happened these past few weeks is over and we should both just walk away. You’re barely divorced. You have two very young kids. You still update your…… Continue reading
It has been ages since I’ve written here. It could be because I have found someone who has swept me off my feet and we’re happy as can be. Hahaha. No. On the contrary, I’m miserable. I’ve been miserable. And I don’t even know where to begin to even try to explain what has happened…… Continue reading 18 April 2018
I feel as if I’m losing my mind. I’m lost. I can’t breathe. I keep crying. I hate being alone. I’m anxious all the time. I just want to curl up into a ball and hide away. I’m tired. I’m sad. And I just want to be okay.
I love you. I love you so much, and it absolutely kills me to know that you will never feel the same for me. You’ve probably already forgotten all about me… and I should probably do the same. My heart has been broken so many times, I honestly believed that you would be different. I…… Continue reading Letting go.
My ex, the reason I started this blog in the first place, the married one with two kids texted me “How you been babe?” WHAT A JOKE. OH MY GOD. So of course I don’t respond and he sends me texts throughout the day saying he messed up big time and that he misses me and…… Continue reading H I L A R I O U S .