It has been ages since I’ve written here. It could be because I have found someone who has swept me off my feet and we’re happy as can be. Hahaha. No. On the contrary, I’m miserable. I’ve been miserable. And I don’t even know where to begin to even try to explain what has happened…… Continue reading 18 April 2018
I feel as if I’m losing my mind. I’m lost. I can’t breathe. I keep crying. I hate being alone. I’m anxious all the time. I just want to curl up into a ball and hide away. I’m tired. I’m sad. And I just want to be okay.
I love you. I love you so much, and it absolutely kills me to know that you will never feel the same for me. You’ve probably already forgotten all about me… and I should probably do the same. My heart has been broken so many times, I honestly believed that you would be different. I…… Continue reading Letting go.
My ex, the reason I started this blog in the first place, the married one with two kids texted me “How you been babe?” WHAT A JOKE. OH MY GOD. So of course I don’t respond and he sends me texts throughout the day saying he messed up big time and that he misses me and…… Continue reading H I L A R I O U S .
Because you were different. You seemed like you actually cared. You got to know me. Hell, you’re the first guy to ever take me out on dates and to hold my hand. I’ll remember you forever, sweetie. I guarantee it. It just sucks that we ended in such a terrible way. But goodbye. I love…… Continue reading You’ll never be just another name in my books.
He picked me up in his car and actually got out to greet me. We hugged and he drove to 7-11. I was unsure about my decision to be in the car with him but I pushed through anyway because well. I was under the impression that he wouldn’t stick around. Just like everyone else,…… Continue reading
I’m taking a chance on you. I know we haven’t known each other for very long but we shared so much… honestly, I’ve never felt better. I’ve been smiling all day. And that’s all because of you. We talked a lot about heavy topics while we were tangled in your sheets. I kept running my…… Continue reading Please don’t screw me over.